What comes back is asking to be finished.

3 transmissions

01

The past is knocking. You don't have to let it move back in.

Venus turned retrograde in Scorpio on October 3, and she stays there until November 13. Old loves, old wounds, and the old version of you who said yes when she meant no are all coming back up. It can feel like you're going backwards. You aren't. What returns this month returns to be finished. Look at it with the eyes you have now, and let it close.

02

You are not as alone as it feels.

A national poll this year found that four in ten adults feel lonely every week, more than a year ago. If that's you, hear me: the loneliness is real, and it is shared. So many women are carrying the same weight in separate rooms. Part of the healing is remembering you were never meant to carry it by yourself.

03

The sky this month.

The New Moon in Libra on Saturday, October 10, opens a quiet new beginning around balance and the relationships that truly feed you. Pluto turns direct on October 15, and the power you've built in private starts to move outward. Mercury joins Venus in retrograde on October 24, so slow your words and reread before you send. On Sunday night, October 25, the Full Hunter's Moon rises in Taurus and asks what you're worth, and what you're ready to harvest from this year.

Affirmations for October

What returns to me returns to be finished.

I look at my past with the eyes I have now.

I am allowed to close what is complete.

I am not alone in what I carry.

My worth was never up for negotiation.

I harvest what I have grown.

Something new

A free space for you inside The Lotus Community.

I've opened a free tier of my community. It's a place to say hello, talk with others walking this path, and ask me your questions. Nothing is required of you there. Come as you are.

Coming up

Monthly Intense Group Healing. Sunday, October 11, 1:30 to 3:30 PM Central, live in Kajabi. Included in The Field and The Inner Circle.

Return to Your Own Knowing. A free live session with me. Saturday, October 17, 10:00 AM Central, on Zoom. Save your spot →

The Sovereign Circle. Twelve weeks with eight women, beginning January 9. Read about the circle →

The rest of this month's transmission lives inside The Field and The Inner Circle.